Movies, and stuff!

Yea so last night I watched some movies for the first time in a quite a while. Blair Witch project, it was kinda cool but personally i didnt really like it. It was alot of the same thing the whole movie and the ending was quite a let down. I wont ruin it in case anyone else is planning on watching it but i advise you not too, it wasnt that great. Also last night I showed Mark the Butterfly Effect which depressed him for a while. I love that movie, it's so great but at the same time it's one of those movies where nothing goes right and it's full of sadness.

That was the first time in a while that me and Mark actually hung out for an extended period of time. and i have to say i miss hanging out with you Mark. We need to chill this long weekend and watch movies again or something XD. I actually miss hanging out with Jeremy too. Haven't seen him in months and we havent hung out since that whole bassist thing happened and we used to be really tight friends too. I havent actually hung out with anyone other than Max and Dylan much lately because there's been alot of band practices and alot of homework that i still have tons of D=. It's lame.

Mother's day was pretty good, ended up taking 4 hours to go to Richmond to get shrimp though XD. 20 pounds of it... So yea that's pretty intense.

Played our first gig friday. I think we did alright we could have done better. But everyone else seemed to think we did really awesome. We definitely turned some heads and made an impression on alot of people. but still we can do better than that and we need a better sound guy than that because he was terrible.

Yesterday was a pretty sweet day actually. Hung out with fabio for like 4 hours, played some pearl jam, alice in chains and alot of zeppelin and sabbath. Also jammed to some stuff we came up with on the spot. It was cool chilling with him for the first time in like 6 years. Then went out to ridge and hung out with Megan for the evening. Went grabbed some slurpees when some freaky druggy chick came and sent us on some freaky escapade at like 5pm, but yea thats a different story. Went to some random park in the middle of residential ridge. Just talked about everything for a few hours on the swings and had a good time. Went down to "Best Street" it's a real street and it's like a friggen giant hill. Went to the golf course, that was a pretty good time. Hung out at some shitty playground at her elementray school, watched the sunset and then thats about when i started heading back to pitt. Then i realized how much lamer pitt is compared to ridge. There's nothing here. Hung out with Mark and stuff and now it's sunday night and theres school tomorow. But as great as this weekend was, it was a terrible weekend. Nothing bad happened yet in all honesty I miss her so much. I see beauty in her that nobody else sees and i miss her. But i probably shouldn't have even written any of that paragraph, alot of people reading it will probably getting some negative thoughts going through their head while they read it.

Stillborn pride - let me hide!

Once more I've stepped across the line,
Repeating to myself that everything is fine.

Once more I'm shipwrecked far from shore.
This time the war and blood and gore are
Mine. Approaching the end, thinking it's all
Pretend. Then - clarity, so close to me. Although
I knew I killed me to I came back to life.
The key is flexibility. Guard your strenghts
ANd drown the rest: out of mind, out of sight.

The chains on my wings ... still tight but
Loosening. The age of wondering led me to a
Place never revisited again.

Stillborn pride - Spare my mind!

Don't regret all of your past - you can't
Change. Tears dry but they're never your last -
That won't change. The first stone has just
Been cast - Show restraing.

You can't take all my apathy.
You can't take such a tragedy.
You can't brake all my fallacies.

Let serendipity.

Okay - so things don't always go your
Way. We may see things for what they
are someday.

So things don't always go your
Way. See things for what they
are today

I'm in love with the agonist such an amazing band, with female vocals too. Kinda like nightwish and lacuna coil with more of a kick. I love them.

Walking the elysian fields
From the tree the snake watches you
Can you feel your dying heart
It can no longer stand the temptation

Wipe out the flashbacks
From the depths of my caved in heart
Trample my utopia
Memories force my mind to tear apart

We both ate from the serpent’s tree
I cannot blame us for burning all the bridges
Close that coffin, strike the last nail
And tell me why is my soul this frail

You said you`d be far away
But so is the sun and it still burns
You promised time would heal our wounds
But the scars will always remind us

Endless struggle with my mind ghost
It haunts my every step, my every thought.
This body is nothing but a shell
Just to enhance my never-ending nightmare

You said you`d be far away
But so is the sun and it still burns
You promised time would heal our wounds
But the scars will always remind us

You said you`d be far away
But so is the sun and it still burns
You promised time would heal our wounds
But the scars will always remind us


And of course Sonic Syndicate. Fucking godly, and amazing live performances. Apparently the screamer and the 2 guitarists are all brothers too, which is pretty intense. Tonight was interesting, definitely strange and i dont know kinda nice. I should probably sleep soon though. Ugh why is it sunday already. I can't wait to play the first show on friday though. With at least 2 originals. It's gonna be pretty great. Get a pretty good audience too, at least everyone who matters would be nice. but of course the bigger the crowd the better Well thats it for now i guess ill sleep. lol first post in like a month. totally forgot about the site