Don't think you'll make it through the night, my words are poison in your ears.

Well i guess its 4:30 now. should be sleeping soon. I actually had more fun tonight than i thought i would. Started out at like 11 with me talking to sky and then one thing lead to another and i was talking on webcam with her friend for the rest of the night, or morning whatever you want to call it. She was pretty good looking too. Maybe I'll see her around sometime.

I'm just happy that I can say that I dont care about Megan anymore. Dont know why it took so long, i guess it actually had to be fully given to me then taken away for me to realize that yea what she has to offer isnt much more than a couple of hours of fun in bed. Sure thats fine and all but not very fulfilling. Courage Wolf is right, there's 3 billion women in the world so why be hung up on just one, haha. I can do better than Megan anyways, she's not incredibly attractive and is a shitty girlfriend, treats people like shit. Don't know why i fell for her in the first place, sure shes nice but theres more enough nice girls in the world to go around. I thought she was pretty attractive but its not like there arent millions of attractive women out there. There was really nothing incredibly incredible about her. Except for her smile, i do have to give her that, she has one of the pretiest smiles I've seen in my life. Sure it'll still take me a little while to be totally over her but I'm at the point where i dont care about any romantic relationships with her and if she comes back to me i'll get to be the one to laugh in her face and turn her down.

Dont get me wrong she's a great person for the most part and I'm more than happy to still be really tight friends with her, im just glad i dont feel the need to have her. There are so many more girls i could be meeting or flirting with out there that are so much more worth my time.

Feels good man, feels good